Facing another corny day on my days-off. Today is the last one tho, and I'm supposed to hang out with my old friends (because we've planned to), but some of them got sudden personal business and I think it's just not complete if one of us is missing. So we'd just cancel it anyway.

And I'm slightly fed up with everyone lately. They seem to be annoyingly different (referring to some ppl I can't seem to mention here frontally) and I totally don't have any single thought why would they act like that and change this much. Or as the simplest scenario, it's just a sign if my period is coming. Phew.

Well, everyone changes. Either do I. And before you say something about others you'd better reflect on yourself. And I do.
I always realize that I've been turning into some annoying bitch for quite sometimes. If the state puts me up to be one, then I'll be.

So... what kind of person am I?

I ever asked my Bahasa teacher to 'read' and portend myself. My friends from the other class told me he has an ability over prophetic things like that. I don't really believe to such things (of course) and I did it just for fun. :)

So these are what he said:

Hmm? I'm not really sure if they're utterly true. There's still a long way ahead and I should stop backing off from things I'm convinced about.

If you also want to tell me what kind of person I am (in your point of view, ofc), you completely may. I'll gladly accepts unless it's too outrageous and too painful to hear. :-p

xo.

So what are you supposed to say first after leaving your own blog page in 5 months long?

Hello? Sorry? Hm?

I'm taking the first choice.

Well yeah, HELLO people, friends, readers, followers or whatever you admit you actually be! It's gonna be the very first post of mine after abandoning a place where I usually write down about my daily routine, my favorite band, anything for almost 5 months. (Anyway using the word 'abandon' to describe my treatment to this blog makes me sound rather cruel and loathsome, lol.)

You must be wondering where had I been this whole time, right? ;) Please say 'yes' just in case you're afraid of seeing me disappointed and unpleased. Hahaha.

To tell you the truth, I had always been here and not going anywhere faraway and primitive. I'm always on either Twitter or Facebook (well not literally ALWAYS, but regularly), I Tumblr sometimes, I check in to everyplace I'm currently at via Foursquare, I let my Yahoo! Messenger on everytime I'm on the line, it was just... I didn't feel like to blog. Simply, not in the mood. How could I prolly be not in the mood for 5 months long anyway?! *rolling eyes* *shrugging*

Perhaps it's just me being too busy with school stuffs and real life and so on. I'm trying to enjoy my 11th-grade-life which is gonna be over soon in less than 3 months because the final exam is on June. Oh my God, June!!! :((( It's saddening the more I feel it if you want to know. Not being melodramatic but this is what I actually feel. Why do I have to be sad? I'm going to reunite with my fun-old-classmates from 10th grade. Shouldn't I be happy cause this is what I wanted in the first place?

I know, it took almost a year to be fully adapted with the kids in my new class. I, at first, thought they were the most boring and corny classmates ever (excepts for some kids that I had known since 10th grade). Good thing I had a chance to leave the class for 4 weeks because I was going to Japan during the early days of new class. I felt bad for leaving my deskmate alone though. But well I was somehow happy since I didn't have to be in that boring class for 4 weeks.

That WAS my thought at that time.

But on the day I was going to depart, almost everyone in class addressed me farewell words (and asked for souvenirs -___-). Guess what, it did really touch me. I thought no one would care if I'm there or not, since we hadn't known each other that well yet. But the heck, they acted like I was going to stay in Japan forever and not coming back. LOL :') And I just loveeeeed how their reaction was when I came back.

But I still had a hard time with some girls that I couldn't really get along with. Those, the smartass, studious, and sophisticated ones who barely had the mutual humour sense as mine.

But as the time passed by, I thought that I have to, no, I NEED to get along with the whole members because this is our class and not privately mine. Thanks God I have this sharp acceptability of approving people I (actually) don't like around me. So eventhough I don't really like 'em I still can adapt well. And then it simply made me realized that I love this class and everything in it so much (not to mention that 'the genius jerk' is included). And about 'some girls' I talked above... I happen to be much closer to them than I thought. :)

And the guys in my class. They are simply infatuated. Insane. Crazy. Nuts. Obsessed. Perv. Or anything has the same meaning as crazy.

The kids in our class are undescribable because we are beyond words~! ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ

And I think I've been talking too much. I shall take my leave.

Annyeong, good bye, adios!

xo.