CRAP! I feel awkward to post this.

by - Friday, September 24, 2010
(It should've been posted yesterday here, but it was raining really hard and my internet connection died bcs of that, so I'm just able to post it here today.)

Finally, we both talked.

I don't know, but it was like a big relief knowing that he doesn't actually change.
Okay, I've been sensing a weird thing of him after having 2 weeks holiday. No, he didn't ward me off or something but... it was screwy to not talking to him as usual as we always do. I mean, he once acted SOOOOO whimsy in front of me and I was like "What on earth happens to him? What an odd." I was sitting in front of my class and he gave me a queer glance secretly as he walked to the canteen.
I didn't even take upon to say to him that he wasn't "himself", and I didn't get used to it. So I just kept my mouth and tried to have it off of my brain but... I admit it bothered my mind the whole day. Like... seriously.

I really couldn't hold it anymore, so I just went to him and said some random yappings (in other words I tried to talk and look as usual as I do) and, guess what, I found him smiling and laughing like he commonly does. Like an original him.

I'm not kidding.

His smile implied a relief as he's finally able to talk to me again as casually. :)

Well, you might've been thinking if 'he' is my crush, boyfriend or sth. He ain't. We both are sorta close and I don't know what made me think he had been avoiding me this whole time. LOL SO WRONG.

And what made me even happier is, he greeted me before I went home today. I'm just really happy. :)
No, it does not mean I have a heart set on him or in whatever form, I'm just...glad because he really wasn't in purpose of eluding me. I misconceived anything, lol.

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A Brazilian girl came to my school today as an exchange student. She's going to be here for a year started from today. Her name is Mariana and we've introduced ourselves each other. Hmmm, she seems nice and hopefully we could get along well. Look forward to it!

Happy Eid Mubarak!

by - Monday, September 13, 2010
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HAPPY EID MUBARAK TO EVERYONE WHO CELEBRATED IT!
Minal aidin wal faidzin, I'm apologizing for all my mistakes I've ever made from the deepest heart of mine. :)

I know it's a bit late but apologizing does not reckon on time, does it?
So, how was your day during the feast? It might be really fascinating after a full month of fasting on Ramadhan. I hope you had a really great time with your family.

Be Grateful

by - Tuesday, September 07, 2010
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After visiting the orphanage twice this week, seeing all the kids and babies who are parentless, now I realize and feel really grateful for having my parents healthy up til now. Alhamdulillah.

God Bless You Nova, Seto, Tari, Siti, Rochim, Sulis, and the others. :)

Tadaima!

by - Monday, September 06, 2010
Hi!
I ain't a newbie in blogging life. I used to blog quite often during my junior highschool years (I'm in 11th grade already, anyway). And since microblogging platforms like Twitter, Plurk, etc atrracted my attention more, I gradually left this page. But now, I'm back. :))
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